alone and in distress <br />I no longer want to be depressed <br />I lay here <br />putting my mind to a test <br />no longer a cold and guarded heart <br />I want to feel warmth in my dead soul <br />I want to live yet again <br />I want to find the girl <br />I lost so long ago <br />the one to scared to come out <br />she hid during the pain <br />but now she lives in vain <br />slowly driving us both insane<br /><br />Scarlet .....<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lost-thoughts-4/