hello monsters of the night <br /> do you remember me <br />the little girl you broke <br />the one you used and abused <br />night and night again <br />do those night still haunt you <br />or do they fill your dreams every night <br />do you think of me <br />cause I still think of you <br />all of you <br />I was a little defenseless girl then <br />you were so many full grown men <br />did you enjoy your time with me <br />was it worth my pain? <br />Was it worth the money <br />you must have spent? <br />Do you think it was worth <br />the damage you have done? <br />Did you not see <br />what those nights did to me <br />did you ever wonder <br />if I survived after you all left <br />cause I did <br />I am now stronger <br />I am now me <br />I now return to this hallway of hell <br />I walk these steps where you once dragged me <br />I face the nightmares head on <br />I hear your voices <br />you words forever haunt me <br />but tonight <br />I am here to face you <br />I wish you were all here to see what you created <br />those nights of torture and pain <br />should have drove me completely insane <br />but I refuse to live my life in vain <br />I will not let you take my future <br />for you already took my past <br />you took my childhood and so much more <br />and now I stand here taking my future back from you <br />you actions shall no longer control me <br />my life is now my own<br /><br />Scarlet .....<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/return-to-the-hallway-of-hell-1-the-story-begins-once-again/