Excuses and rants <br />The need to vent out <br />This air of doubt <br />A stinking smell <br />From my bitterness <br />It’s time to bury <br />This hatchet <br /> <br />A kiss to my pride <br />Is the devil’s delight <br />And burns my heart <br />With enduring desire <br />To watch you follow <br />The sunset <br />And left me lying <br />In the darkness <br /> <br />If I could just chase away <br />The thoughts <br />In your head <br />To make you comprehend <br />The things left unsaid <br />But only to find myself <br />Crossing the river <br />To evade this fear <br />Of waking up one morning <br />As the world revolves <br />Without me, without you <br />Beside me <br /> <br />As misery loves company <br />I have learned to live <br />With my own fantasies <br />But my tears keep on coming back <br />To the ghosts within my head <br />Yearning to feel the warmth again <br />Of the cold past <br />I’ve longed abandoned <br />But still wanting for more.<br /><br />Marie Joyce B. Negapatan<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/apathy-12/
