I hate myself, I want to bleed, <br />I cry at night, longing to be freed. <br /> <br />I think of death, there’s so much pain, <br />I’m losing myself, I’m going insane. <br /> <br />I cut myself, because I binged and purged, <br />I do it every day, whenever I get the urge. <br /> <br />I feel so ugly, and so fat, <br />Life seems pointless, from where I’m at. <br /> <br />I’m sick of living with all this crap, I feel like I’m suffocating, stuck in a trap. <br /> <br />Where no one can hear my painful screams, they don’t know about my horrible dreams. <br /> <br />I feel like a cow, god I need help, I know that now. <br /> <br />I know you probably don’t understand, but if you can please give me your hand. <br /> <br />And at night when I’m all alone, call me and tell me things'll be ok on the phone. <br /> <br />I know I don’t have much to give, but please, give me a reason to live.<br /><br />Ashley Seymour<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/self-hatred-3/
