isn't it strange how things can be? <br />i have this bleeding, <br />and it is... <br />inside of me? ? <br /> <br />doctors don't know, <br />if it is a bad thing or not... <br />or if it was caused, <br />by the beatings i got? ? <br /> <br />internal bleeding... <br />inside of me? ? <br />im slowly dieing? ? <br />how can this be? <br /> <br />they say they don't know how to fix it... <br />and they don't know how to try.. <br />they say that it is too risky, <br />and i may even perhaps die? ? <br /> <br />a operation is way too risky... <br />and a cat scan is gay! <br />cos sadly at the end of it, <br />i may not be able to ever have kids one day.... <br /> <br />so i sit here in pain... <br />bleeding internally... <br />and maybe one day when you log onto here... <br />there will be no more me.....<br /><br />I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/internal-bleeding-i-may-be-dieing/
