alone i cry in this meaning less world <br />all i want is to be forgotten <br />i want to be invisable <br />why am i here <br />i don't deserve to live <br />i want to be dead <br />i want to be in peace <br />you murdered me brutaly <br />you killed my dreams <br />you tore my heart <br />and left me here to scream <br />all i ever wanted <br />was you to care <br />you didn't have to love me <br />but your simpathy would of helped <br />im seeing our memories fade <br />im watching you walk away <br />im crying black tears <br />my screams you can't hear <br />your the reason.... <br />im still here<br /><br />killjoy martinez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/dying-softly/