Why do i have to be in this weird place? <br />Why can't i do anything write? <br />I sit here with a dumb look on my face, <br />When things end in another big fight. <br />Why does my mouth always get me in trouble, <br />When i say stuff i know is not right? <br />I always do foolish things on the double, <br />Instead of enjoying the beautiful light. <br />I wish i knew what i should do. <br />I'm lost and need your help. <br />But when i try and ask it from you, <br />You just think of yourself. <br />I need help, why won't you help me? <br />I don't know everything in this huge world. <br />I guess that is just how i have to be, <br />A confussed little girl. <br />I'm trying to put thoughts of you behind me, <br />I'm trying to learn to grow up. <br />I'm going to be the best person i can be, <br />Instead of being messed up. <br />You once told me that i couldn't do right, <br />That my life is one big mistake. <br />So i'm sitting here alone tonight, <br />With me and my lonely heartach. <br />Your voice is still stuck in my head, <br />All i can here is you yell in my ear, <br />Telling me you'd be glad if i was dead. <br />As i wipe away my last tear. <br />You taught me how to be on my own, <br />That is something i will never forget, <br />You thought i would just cry and moan, <br />You thought i would live with regret. <br />But there is one thing i have to say, <br />Before i say good buy, <br />I will never forget that beautful day, <br />That day i learned to fly.<br /><br />helena dombrowski<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-last-tear/
