laying on the floor, <br />stripped of clothes, <br />and forever more.. <br /> <br />tears by my eyes, <br />blood around my wrist. <br /> <br />my heart locked away, <br />in some far away place. <br /> <br />if you take a look at me.. <br />the REAL me.. <br />you will surely bleed.. <br />sharp as blades will come flying by. <br />my life is not what you want to be in.. <br /> <br />theres much more suffering.. <br />death in these eyes.. <br />blood on the floor, <br />ink in my arms. <br />knife through my heart. <br />then you'll ever see in a life time. <br /> <br />feeling like this everyday, <br />since i was 3.. <br />is no fucking game. <br /> <br />i bet you have no clue what being stepped on day and night feels like. <br />letting the one you truly love take over and slap you. <br />for a parent.. to hit you till you bleed just because they had a bad day.. <br />and being stabbed in the back by a dear friend. <br /> <br />you have no clue, how it feels to take on all this at once. <br /> <br />and yet.. i wish all the pain in the world would be on my shoulders. <br />i rather take it all, then for someone else to suffer.<br /><br />Dislocated Heart<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-life-115/
