As may I live <br />so shall I die <br />to all is what was <br />gone forever just because. <br /> <br />Love with an open heart <br />that does no bleed stabed in the back <br />left in black. <br /> <br />I loved you and still do <br />but would not want you 4 <br />what you do <br />lie cheat and steal <br />I wish I could sue you <br />for the thousand and <br />one wet ones I have let <br />run down the side of my <br />face I had never felt so much <br />shame <br />for some one I thought I <br />new. I got screwed <br />just a random bullet <br />that shoot through <br /> <br />I could never hate you <br />for you know not what you do <br />shallow and thin <br />you break in the wind <br />not able to stand on sand <br />now you love another man <br />after you promised me everything <br />you had. <br />I thought you where all <br />I am <br />I was wrong but <br />I am now strong <br />better from what you said <br />I felt a raging hate within <br />Wanting blood and needing to kill <br />I went to war just <br />to settle the score <br />I killed you a thousand times as you went running <br />around in my mind but <br />by the time I came back <br />you where already fucking married with a <br />kid in your sack. <br />Sick and alone <br />not wanting to go home <br />my heart ripped from my chest <br />memory filed in black <br />a part of me still would <br />take you back. <br />For what it was <br />it will never be <br />just another lost <br />fadding old <br />what was I saying?<br /><br />Terry halvorson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/clay-tile/
