I dont always fulfill what i should <br />Don't get me wrong, i wish i could. <br />I'd never say it out loud <br />Shamefully i'm way too proud. <br />I'd make myself smile <br />Even though inside, i die. <br /> <br />Just wondering <br />What do you see when you look at me <br />Am i normal or a celebrity. <br />Do i cover your eyes, fool you, <br />Embarress or stun you? <br /> <br />I have fear to show the side you don't know <br />Thinking you will reject and rain on my bestow <br />Seems like i'll never learn <br />But my trust you'll have to earn <br />Before you can see <br />The shades of me<br /><br />Mogamat Abrahams<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-shades-of-me/