I feel my heart harding bitter and cold, <br />The things that happen in my life are getting old. <br />I'm becoming very numb and hating things, <br />Just the little obstacles that life brings. <br />So many things and yet another scandal, <br />How many can I expect to have to handle? <br />Why can't my life go more at ease, <br />I get happy for a moment but it's just a tease. <br />All my life I feel like I constantly get fails, <br />What happened to the childhood cute fairy tails? <br />Live happily ever after with a white picket fence, <br />Instead I live in a constant life defense. <br />My past these things I wish I could erase, <br />I just want to be happy and have a smile on my face. <br />I try to reach out to the Lord read my bible and pray, <br />Wake up tomorrow and hope it's a better day. <br /> <br />March 2008<br /><br />Coreena Dejesus<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/03-08-2008-depressing-moment/
