i was laying in my bed <br />i started to dream bout <br />the perfect suicide <br /> <br />im laying there numb <br />cant feel a thing <br />my body is limp <br /> <br />you can do anything you <br />want and i wont feel it <br /> <br />if you told me you loved me <br />i wouldnt say it back <br /> <br />i hate the way <br />i feel all the time <br /> <br />i start to feel something <br />it was the red blood flowing <br />from my wrist <br /> <br />then the next thing i know <br />im tieing a rope around my neck <br />i want to jump but cant <br /> <br />i wish someone would push me <br />but the wont its wrong to do this <br />god is telling me no <br />but the devil is telling my yes <br /> <br />i listen to the devil <br />i jump just hanging <br />there lifeless <br /> <br />in my hand theres a note <br />mom walks in and reads it <br />it says <br />i hate this f*c*i*g world <br />i just want to go away! <br /> <br />GOODBYE!<br /><br />brittney keith<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/suicidle-dream/
