I place my hands over my face I want to scream, <br />I wish I could pinch myself and find out it was a dream. <br />A phone call changes every emotion every feeling I've had, <br />As soon as I heard my moms voice it was going to be bad. <br /> <br />Every bit of me is shaking my past haunting back, <br />My emotions exploding everything going black. <br />Hold my composure hands clinching anger arise, <br />My brothers girlfriend I'm trying not to despise. <br /> <br />How could a mother be so unaware, <br />The anger flashes from my past similar to the situation there. <br />To not pay attention or rather not get help for actions of your kids, <br />And let them do things that are disgusting which society and everyone forbids. <br /> <br />My mother tells me about this because why? <br />I believe it's because she knows I won't sit by, <br />Allow his girlfriend not to do nothing at all, <br />I pick up the phone this was a ruff call. <br /> <br />Hello protective services I need to report abuse, <br />The names the dates and places I can produce. <br />I could imagine the lady just shaking her head, <br />With every word spoken dark cloud and dread. <br /> <br />Protective services says let me get this situation straight, <br />13 yr old boy -sister a 5 yr old girl what was the date? <br />The 13 yr old boy had the little girls panties at the floor, <br />The 17 yr old stopped the 13 yr old right before. <br /> <br />The phone call turned into over an hour and half, <br />I told the lady I was calling on my mothers behalf, <br />My mother couldn't convince to get the child checked out, <br />Although we think the boy didn't penetrate but there's always doubt. <br /> <br />I'm crying the girl is only five years old, <br />Her own brother lost questions arise answers will unfold. <br />I couldn't sit by and let her do nothing that I wouldn't allow, <br />At least I know these children with get help now.<br /><br />Coreena Dejesus<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/03-11-2008-reality-of-disgust/
