Loneliness <br /> <br />The silence in your gaze <br />Tells me a truth <br />I have no desire to embrace. <br /> <br />I look away <br />Even as you stare my way <br />Feigning ignorance <br />O tears Stay! <br />O Ache Away! <br />Clutch not at my soul <br />I wish still <br />To love her some more. <br /> <br />I now being blind wont <br />Silence her stirrings for too long <br />But I want just some time <br />For my soul <br /> The strength to find; <br />To face the death of my love <br />The pathos <br /> Of a loveless life. <br /> <br />I see you coming my way <br />I feel the winter in your stare <br />I tell myself “do not cry” <br />“Do not even say goodbye” <br />But the tremors <br /> Do not wait <br />To hear you say <br />“I’m going away” <br />And, suddenly, I find I can’t <br /> Remember even my own name; <br /> Thru the crying, the sobbing <br />—Oh the pain <br /> <br /> <br />I pray someday I live again <br />I pray someday I smile again <br />But for now I must endure; <br />Each moment of this tragedy… <br />Each ounce of this gore; <br />In dark corners of silent rooms <br />In somber shadow’s of betrayals’ gloom. <br /> <br /> <br />Wardha Jawdat<br /><br />wardha jawdat<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/loneliness-95/
