No one could understand me or the things that I do. <br />just a lost soul searching for that one to make me feel whole <br />everything happens for a reason. the answers we seek are in the very questions we ask. <br />so in love I was. But a constant battle of wits, and things that needed to be said were never <br />I know just what I have done in this life to put me where I am. Just wanted to be loved is all <br />once again I have been left standing alone. <br />will i ever find the love I had again? I doubt it. <br />while I had it, it was the best feeling ever <br />It is gone now. I will hurt, and grieve. this is the way. will it change i ask myself. NEVER <br />wishing, wanting to hear his voice next to my window. calling my name. wanting me <br />No it will not happen. all I have left are memories of love so deep and beautiful <br />by no means am I perfect or beautiful, or thin, or good enough, or pretty enough <br />no one will want me in the way that I want and need to be wanted <br />I am at the age that most others are married and content. not me though <br />I can honestly say that for just a few months I was so truly happy <br />now it is over and I will do what I can to be numb to all the pain <br />so much easier said than done. <br />life is a challenge. I must fight for a life that can and will end at any time <br />I don't want to die alone. this just seems to be the way it was all meant to be <br />my body is so weak. i keep it to myself. Soon enough I will pass <br />for all that i have touched. Please do not forget me<br /><br />neo riddick<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/alone-again-10/
