i am blinded by everything that doesn't exist, <br />making me weak and tired by every single kiss, <br />you are my god forsaken angel from my nightmare, <br />that i could never leave behind, <br />love is just a four letter word, <br />if it is then why does it mean so much? <br />those four letters, <br />they can be real and they can be fake, <br />but i just need those four letters to be said to me, <br />so i can awake, <br />from these sins, <br />from this world, <br />i want you to be the one, <br />who can save my very soul, <br />that endured so much of this shit, <br />i want to be able to love you, <br />i want you to love me, <br />i want to be your infection, <br />and i want you to set me free, <br />and when i said those words you replied back to me, <br />'you are my infection, <br />better yet my diease, <br />i do love you, <br />more than you could believe, ' <br />he takes my hand and pulls me close, <br />i hear his heart beating against mine, <br />he closes his eyes and kisses my lips, <br />then the disaster i live seems so far behind, <br />i AM his infection, <br />he is MY diease, <br />i love that emo boy, <br />he has set me free.<br /><br />Kayla Corinne Beneteau<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-want-to-be-your-infection/
