party all night, drinking, drugs and guys that the story of your life <br />although you had kids you cared nothing about <br />you only beat them and wanted them out of your life <br />you did your own thing and they had to fight to stay alive <br />which never mattered to you, we only cried <br /> <br />you would leave for days and sometimes week at a time <br />we never knew when or even if you were coming back <br />sometimes we wished you wouldnt come back but we became scared and didnt know what to do. <br /> <br />but we all made it we all come through. <br />you have spend some time in jail and now that we are all grown <br />and there no work to be done you want to try come back in our lives <br /> <br />we dont want anything to do with you now it are turn to want you out of our lives. <br />you will soon see how we have felt for so long as all we wanted was someone to love us... <br /> <br />then i wander is that asking to much <br />now my whole life is wrecked cause i cant seem to move past it <br />all i guess i am looking for is answers.. <br />which i am sure that i will never get <br />so i will leave it at this <br />hope you see how u have affected every part of my life <br />and that u see i will still make it without you<br /><br />stephanie buchanan<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-will-make-it-without-you/
