My fears are growing - as I know <br />it would - you are on a trip - you <br />who know exactly how life should <br />go - while I am making it up as I <br />go - and tonight I don't know what <br />should be my guiding light <br /> <br />I have decided to visit family - persona <br />non grata - this weekend - while you <br />are away - but whatever I decide - the <br />anxiety won't go away - whether I go <br />or stay doesn't matter - the fear won't <br />go away <br /> <br />And acting against your principles <br />are causing such havoc in my mind <br />so all could find to say was - I wish <br />I could close my eyes and drift off <br />into eternity...<br /><br />Margaret Alice<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/close-my-eyes-and-drift-off-into-eternity/
