When it's almost all gone <br />The day is done <br />A new one's begun <br />Confused of what to do <br />Or what to say <br />I always end up going the wrong way <br />Don’t know where I’m headed <br />I hate the feeling <br />Of being lost <br />My life is peeling <br />I’m scratching away <br />At all the good times I had <br />When I wasn't so bad <br />And the heart that I had <br />I was sad <br />But I could cry <br />Now it takes more <br />But what hurts most <br />Is I’m scared one day you won't come back through my door <br />I mess up so much <br />I get high <br />I lie to you <br />I don't know why <br />Now it's so hard to say i love you <br />I really do <br />I could show a lot more <br />But I don't feel like i know you <br />I don't know me anymore <br />I’ve lost who i was <br />Now I’m no one <br />Just because <br />I wanted to change <br />I was getting bored <br />My heart's been cut by a sword <br />Now I’m this person <br />That I don't want to be <br />I could change back <br />How could this be? <br />My heart was so kind <br />My soul was full <br />I went blind, <br />Lost control <br />Dreaded for work <br />But I have to go <br />I wish I could die <br />I wish I could know <br />What happens when you’re dead <br />Thoughts run through my head <br />I’ve got so much to say <br />No one cares <br />You don't know me <br />No one really does <br />Not even me, <br />But I hold a glimpse of who i was <br />I love you, but <br />I love me, <br />These are just words of expression<br /><br />Aden Orie<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/expression-11/