Here I am again sitting here with nothing to do <br /> <br />My mind begins to wonder where I wish it dare not go <br /> <br />To an absent past of me and you <br /> <br />My soul’s forbidden fruit I know <br /> <br /> <br />But this does not stop my stubborn mind <br /> <br />I begin to wonder, I begin to presume <br /> <br />Of what might have been had life been more kind <br /> <br />Why am I tortured with your selfish doom? <br /> <br /> <br />I do not hate you for it, I just want to understand <br /> <br />But then again maybe not <br /> <br />I can not explain this feeling in my heart’s wonderland <br /> <br />Blame, desertion, anger, or just forgot <br /> <br /> <br />No, those I have withdrew <br /> <br />It is, not knowing what might have been there <br /> <br />And only imagining what could have been true <br /> <br />Would you love me, would you approve, should I care <br /> <br />After all who left who? <br /> <br /> <br />No that is not fair for I do not know <br /> <br />Perhaps you left because you must <br /> <br />I wonder, did you regret it or were you glad to go <br /> <br />I tell my self neither I can trust <br /> <br /> <br />But none of this rids the tears from my eyes <br /> <br />Why did you leave me, why did you go? <br /> <br />What made you take God’s greatest prize? <br /> <br />Oh how I miss you so<br /><br />Haiku Mitchell<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-wondering-mind-of-what-could-have-been/
