for six years i've been mixed in tears <br />annoyed by these twizted peers <br />try to to dream to escape these realistic years <br />traped in my head i laugh at the <br />irony and wish i were dead <br />i dont want to be here <br />so dont be surprized when im hanging from the chandilear <br />with my limbs clanking like wind chimes <br />yea, you dont know it im suicidial <br />get in my mind. explore it its horrid with torment no remedy to mend <br />nothin for it im fuckin sordid talkin aint worth it leave me alone in the cold stoned in bowls estranged on pain thats what i love thats what it seems i like. i put on a happy face but this is me in real life. <br />the only girl that made me smile dont wanna be with me or maybe she dose she just fucks with me<br /><br />Irish Shamrock<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/problems-25/
