Ive gone and done it again- I fell all over in love with him. <br />After I tried so hard to put up that barrier <br />Of cold stone so he could never come back in. <br />He is infectious, intoxicating- but he will always marry her. <br />But when he is with me, it is only me- not his other. <br />His deep eyes of light brown act like a lure- <br />Each day dream- one just like another. <br />How do i forget each hug, his touch, the way <br />He looks at my body? He hungers for my virginity <br />As i hunger his lips, his body- to play <br />With flirtation- secret acknowlegement- A God he is to me. <br />He has control of my soul, my heart is bleeding- <br />It aches to be fulfilled with love and admiration. <br />How do i break these bonds, stronger than before? No longer heeding <br />My conscience- i dont care any more for that latch on <br />My heart- feel my body, kiss my lips, run your fingers <br />Through my hair, place your hand in my hand. <br />I cannot run any more- but i cannot stay for this man. <br />He is not my man- he may act like one, but he is no cheat. <br />Counting down to our last embrace-our final goodbye is bitter sweet.<br /><br />Conchita Mauer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/again-48/
