I can see no way out, <br /> <br />that sick feeling creeping up from my stomach, <br />another lie just like your heart beating, <br />or so it seems. <br /> <br />Confused by whether I'm hurt by you, <br />or disappointed I once again trust you. <br /> <br />You were my best friend; my everything, <br />I walked away to spare the heartache once more, <br />but you found a way in, <br />broke down my defenses. <br /> <br />Confused by whether I'm hurt by you, <br />or disappointed I once again trust you. <br /> <br />None can see what you meant to me, <br />now there's nothing left to see, <br />just my vulnerability, <br />my bare and broken soul. <br /> <br />Confused by whether I'm hurt by you, <br />or disappointed I once again trust you. <br /> <br />Maybe it was my fault, <br />pinned my hopes on someone who seemed so different, <br />yet you turned out to be the same, <br />confirming my fears that I'm not worth caring about. <br /> <br />Confused by whether I'm hurt by you, <br />or disappointed I once again trust you, <br />I once again trust you, <br />I once again trust you, <br />Once again I'm hurt by you...<br /><br />Ralph Acosta<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/confused-97/
