I'm searching for the words <br />but they're locked tight <br />as a vault, submerged <br />in a deep sea of pain <br />where treasures burried <br />still swim on the surface. <br />You are all I miss, <br />yet cannot express the loss <br />as tears threaten to drown me, <br />sorrow - tear me apart. <br />I'll never forget you, <br />cliche`, but always true. <br />I wear you like a scar <br />imprinted on my soul. <br />Regret nothing - they say - <br />but do they really know me <br />as you always did. <br />I can't let you go. <br />We never move on from love <br />that stains our eyes <br />with tears half burried <br />awaiting your name. <br />I'll always love you, <br />always wonder <br />whether I could have saved you... <br />from yourself. <br />Our Mother's torment <br />will survive her always <br />as we gently accept, <br />as we never forget. <br /> <br />12/5/08 <br /> <br />*15 years that still feel like yesterday.<br /><br />Viola Grey<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/no-words-yet/
