Thought I had someone to call my own <br />Someone to laugh with, and talk with on the phone <br />Thought it was the real deal for a long time <br />Now im sittin here tryin to think of a ryme <br />I just knew you were the right girl for me <br />Thought one day we would start a family <br />But time marched on and we grew apart <br />Makes me wonder if you loved me from the start <br />Now im waiting for you to choose your route <br />Meanwhile, im being torn apart from the inside out <br />Sometimes i think of ending my life <br />Whenever i see a sharp knife <br />If i did, it would cause you a lot of pain <br />Id like to think it would drive you insane <br />But id never do this, because i love u too much <br />I just wish i could feel the warmth of your touch <br />Time changes all things after a while <br />Just guess ill go on living without a smile….<br /><br />cody lalonde<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/without-a-smile/
