i cope with my addiction. <br />my selection, of drugs and drinks. <br /> <br />i cope with the problems, <br />of losing, and failing. <br /> <br />i losted a lover.. <br />i dont want to lose a friend. <br /> <br />i hide myself from the world.. <br />i hide the pain i have inside. <br />i show no emotion.. <br />just another face in the crowd. <br /> <br />i cry at the darkest hours of the night. <br />you'll never know.. <br />because its not part of your sight. <br />i show you want i want you to see.. <br />i act like im happy. <br /> <br />you'll never know whats wrong with me. <br /> <br />but when you read closely.. <br />you will find, all the scars and pains leaking out slowly.. <br /> <br />no one ever reads me clearly.. <br />they assume. <br />you think you know? <br />i doubt it.. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />if you know me.. <br />im as happy as can be.. <br />no one knows what going on with me... <br />no one knows how i think.. <br />no one sees what i see.. <br />some might have felt what i felt.. <br />but hardly any.. <br /> <br />so.. next time you look at someone.. <br />think twice.. before you judge...<br /><br />Dislocated Heart<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/cope-with-it/
