Have you ever been so frustrated that all you can do is cry? <br />Have you ever done so much already, you can no longer try? <br />Have you ever died so much you can no longer live? <br />Have they taken everything already, that there is no more to give? <br />Have you ever went to sleep wishing quondam, <br />But when you woke up, you saw it were only a sham. <br />Have you ever run so much there’s just no coping? <br />Has there never been just a “happy” day, because you’re so used to moping? <br />Have you ever cut yourself just to feel the pain? <br />Have you ever left the sun, since it’s easier to cry in the rain? <br />Have your attempts been futile to stop the trickling tears? <br />Have you completely lost the battle that lasted through these horrid years? <br />Is there no way to stop those reoccurring thoughts? <br />Is there no way to cease the multiple self mutilated onslaughts? <br />Im just so lost inside <br />Im barely alive <br />Save me from this should be home <br />G-d why cant I be anything else but alone...<br /><br />Chanja Cassini de Thury<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/home-is-where-the-heart-rots/
