Why Does it Hurt so Much <br /> <br />Why do I still care so much for you? <br /> <br />I really don’t know what to do? <br /> <br />You make me feel so miserable? <br /> <br />Why do I still try to make you happy? <br /> <br />Why does it hurt so much, when at one time there was something there? <br />I wish you could show me that you do still care….. <br /> <br />Why do you me make me what to cry? <br />Deep down do I really want to say Good-bye….. <br /> <br />Why do I still love you? <br />You sometimes you show that you never care…. <br /> <br />Who will ever be able to dry my tears? <br />From all shit you put me through over the years, and what you still do…… <br /> <br />Will it be you? Will you ever start to change? <br />No! I am not deranged, it’s the pain you put me through……. <br /> <br />Will you ever get over yourself, and open up your eyes? <br />I am so sick and tried of the bull shit, and the lies….. <br /> <br />I ask myself, those questions everyday, but can’t find any answers. <br />Maybe somehow, or someday I need to say, <br />I hope you might realize what I go through everyday, and how much it hurts! <br />and you would ask yourself “Why does it hurt so much”.<br /><br />Pam Fraser<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/why-does-it-hurt-so-much/