you don`t wanna be like me <br />with so many tears you can`t even see <br />what i do when i lock myself away <br />not wanting to breathe another day <br />alone in a world where no one cares <br />flinging myself down mental stairs <br />drowning in my feelings cuz i`m in too deep <br />i whisper my secrets to my pain <br />coming down in scarlet rain <br />caused by my faithful tool <br />tell me now am i a fool <br />do i need to stop this habit i can`t break <br />how much more can i take <br />i`m scared to tell you what i do <br />i`m tired of dissapointing you <br />but i don`t know how much longer i can hide <br />cuz stopping is hard trust me i`ve tried <br />how can i get my head above the lies <br />that my bleeding heart cries <br />before i hurt so deep that i die in my sleep<br /><br />ashley dickerson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/scared-8/
