My Family is my life, my heart and my soul but as my father is never <br />here for us makes me sad. <br />But it gets worse my grandfather dies! ! ! <br />Why did he had to die <br />he was the father I never had before he died. <br />He told me before he had to go through his tragic death. <br />He told me to be a man and I have to grow faster then everyone else in my family, to be the man of the house. <br />I cried to myself as my tears ran down like a thousand waterfalls. <br />So i have to keep my emotions in my mind and my poetry so I won't make a bigger hole in my heart. <br />My brother asked me why do good people die so quickly or so tragic. <br />I took a moment to to think up the words then finally i said <br />'God need more angels in heaven as it is too many sinners that can't be saved'. <br />My brother nod his head in shame then smiled that he knows that his grandfather is up above us helping us everyday. <br />But can anyone help me patch this hole in my heart that I have receive from all of my nightmares, my fears, and my torment of thinking when I'm going to die. <br />I guess no one can but still I pray that one day that my heart will be patch up and again it can beat in a better flow and into a better path. <br /> <br />R.I.P: A Part Of My Heart And...My Grandfather<br /><br />Compton Wright<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-hole-in-my-heart-4/