I really do not know <br />Whether I love you <br />You did many things for me <br />For so many years now <br />And are still keen to do <br />I really do not know <br />Whether I love you <br /> <br />You came in my life <br />As my loving wife <br />But how soon you turned <br />Out to be my mother <br />Caring me as a <br />Mother to a child <br />I really do not know <br />Whether I love you <br /> <br />You carved your tastes <br />To suit mine <br />While my tastes <br />Remained in tact <br />You dressed to please me <br />You sported smiles <br />To declare your comfort <br />Even at my rash approaches <br />I really do not know <br />Whether I love you <br /> <br />You enjoyed my joys <br />You shared my cries <br />You bore my kids <br />And helped them shape <br />And glow with justful thoughts <br />You sacrificed a lot <br />In holding us together <br />In well-knit and well-meant bond <br />I really do not know <br />Whether I love you <br /> <br />Let me mend my ways <br />Let me train my thoughts <br />Let me discipline myself <br />And let me realize <br />I really love you<br /><br />Bashyam Narayanan<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/let-me-realize-i-really-love-you/