why does it always have to happen to me? <br />what havei done to deserve this? <br />the life has been brutally taken out of my body, <br />i lay on the floor, <br />broken hearted, <br />tears running down my face, <br />i cant take the pain any longer, <br />i cut myself, <br />to take the pain away, <br />it doesn't help, <br />it just makes ir worse! ! <br />i look at you, <br />and see you smiling, <br />it's good that your <br />happy but bad that im not! ! <br />my legs are full of scares, <br />and my wrists full of cuts, <br />some done last week, <br />some done yesterday, <br />some even today! ! ! <br />it may only be 11 o'clock <br />but i already know that today will suck. <br />my shower was cold <br />my clothes were wet, <br />its raining outside <br />and my eyeliner has already started to run. <br />you may think that sounds really silly, <br />but i want to die, <br />i need to die <br />i'm a walking body <br />with no soul, <br />no life, <br />no love, <br />only hate. <br />i am beaten, <br />almost every day, <br />i fall to the floor <br />again and again. <br />i have bruises <br />all over my body. <br />well the blade is now blunt, <br />and there is no blood left in my body, <br />it's gone, <br />it's over! ! <br />i'm so glads it's finished<br /><br />black broken heart<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/why-me-64/
