do you ever feel your life is a joke? <br />everyting you say, she only stares. <br />her glares make you want to choke <br />her not trying to listen is almost to much to bare. <br />on my back she piles her expectations <br />starts at the bitter cold morings. <br />i beg for more goddamn explanations <br />my pathetic mind is soaring! <br />but all i recieve is her beedy stoned eyes <br />as she continues, my love for her slowly dies <br />just like storing it on an old dusty shelf <br />my life s already hard without her wanting more <br />sisters, brother, friends, grades, bills, jobs... <br />i work for my food cuz i'm f_ing poor! <br />Hell, if i could afford em, i'd do drugs. <br />i feel my life is spinning outa control <br />suicides not the only answer in my case <br />i am torn and dying at the soul <br />my survival is a loosing race. <br />nobody understands my inside pain <br />the way i deal is not working <br />by cutting i have nothing to gain <br />every turn i feel she's lurking <br />This is my cry, this is my plee! <br />don't rub my off. Please dont space <br />somebody just Help Me! <br />i'm loosing my own race! <br /> <br />(12-13-06)<br /><br />Rejected Suicide<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/life-566/
