today i cry myself to sleep <br />tomorrow i still just weep <br />next week, my spiral still goes down <br />feeling like a big clown <br />not knowing where i'll end up... <br />i panic, trying to save money but, <br />losing it to too many bills <br />next month, will i be over the hill? <br />or living in my car? <br />or working at the Nevada bar? <br />it scares me to think about it <br />i dont like my life one bit <br />wishing i'd be hit by a truck <br />but i dont have such good luck <br />today i cry myself to sleep <br />tomorrow is still just weep <br />next week my sprial still goes down. <br />Next month...it scares me not to know. <br /> <br />(1-12-08)<br /><br />Rejected Suicide<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-future-10/
