suicide is calling to me <br />beconing me in <br />showing me what could happen <br />if i let it win <br />no pain <br />no gain <br />just death. <br />maybe thats what needs to happen <br />to show the people around me what happens <br />when they drive this girl insane <br />they are playing me like a game <br />i want it all to end <br />i want this broken heart to mend <br />but it wont as long as you keep saying those words..... <br />it feels like your stabbing me again and again with the same old sword <br />i am no longer loved <br />for he just shoved me aside <br />looking for someone new <br />maybe he'll get a good screw. <br />i miss him alot <br />and we arent even done <br />hes killing me inside <br />all i have to do is finish it <br />and finish it i will. <br />i hope he sees me before i die <br />so he can see the life leave my eyes <br />and feel my heart beat stop <br />for one last time. <br />i want to see him cry <br />over this dead little girl <br />not innocent or strong <br />just broken and weak. <br />wat he did to me will never change <br />unless he fixes wat he did <br />it wont be easy <br />and it could all kill me in the end <br />he better open his eyes <br />look deep inside <br />cuz the girl he once knew <br />is now replaced with someone new <br />the end is comming near <br />but this isnt goodbye <br />so long and fair well <br />till we meet again<br /><br />Kooky Kailey<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/emo-suicide/
