My sleep was a pretension <br />and before that, saying 'Goodnight, ' <br />was a wish for leaving me alone. <br />Now that they were all gone I felt <br />comfort and peace in utter loneliness. <br /> <br /> <br />Free from lights and free from din <br />I dipped into the deep darkness <br />soft, silky and comfortable <br />I swam in my memoirs and thoughts <br />deep in my heart and obscure mind. <br /> <br /> <br />'This place's very cozy, so nice! ' <br />I said to him, Myself. <br />'Yes, Let's discuss' he said <br />'No, we should wait for 'She' to come <br />I uttered. 'Go to hell, ' he replied. <br /> <br /> <br />Myself didn't like She anymore, <br />I knew and I didn't like him much. <br />But Myself loved me and I loved 'She'. <br />disgust-fully he glared at me, <br />anxious I, awaited She to come. <br /> <br /> <br />Waited long and She came at last <br />along with her also came Herself. <br />She looked unhappy, disturbed, <br />also embarrassed, but Herself looked sad. <br />She wished Myself and I wished Herself. <br /> <br /> <br />It was not a pleasant meet for me <br />I tried but could not convince She. <br />but She could convince Myself very well <br />Herself I saw hiding pain and tear <br />She went saying 'Forget me, please dear' <br /> <br /> <br />She deserted me, my heart, wretched <br />a gloomy Herself only followed her <br />and glaring at me Myself did utter, <br />'Look, She has killed yourself in her, <br />you must kill Herself in you, or die.' <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />© Palas Kumar Ray.All rights reserved. <br /><br />Palas Kumar Ray<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/and-i-heeded-myself/
