You are the one who made me feel the way i always wanted to feel <br />you made me feel better than i have ever felt <br />better than i imagined i could feel <br />it actually scared me <br />scared me to the point of paralysis <br />when you offered yourself to me <br />i failed <br />the failure drove me to destruction <br />i destroyed you <br />destroyed myself <br />destroyed the two of us together <br />i destroyed the hope of a future <br />im surprised you even speak my name now <br />or acknowlege my existence <br />i dont blame you...<br /><br />Joey Habib<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-dont-blame-you/