Always changing, day after day. <br />What to expect, what's coming my way? <br />Sometimes, I hate feeling like this. <br />To breathe easy, that is my wish. <br />Coughing and drowning, I choke, I gasp. <br />All the while knowing my life is ending too fast. <br />Oxygen, Nebulizers, Pills, and Vests. <br />Total chaos! My life is a mess. <br />What I wouldn't give for a normal life. <br />To survive long enough to be called someones wife. <br />I'm getting weaker, I don't know how much longer I can keep up the fight. <br />The things I would do to just take a breath. <br />Instead of contantly trying to escape my own death.<br /><br />Amber Zitzloff<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/life-with-cystic-fibrosis/
