Tick tock <br />It's two o'clock <br />He hasn't called <br />He's probably stoned <br /> <br />I walk across the hall <br />Wondering if I should call <br />Or bear myself the ache <br />And wait for the day to break <br /> <br />My hands tremble <br />As I dial his number <br />I hope he doesn't answer <br />If he's still with her <br /> <br />She picks up the phone <br />With a gloating tone <br />Says he's deep asleep <br />Then all I hear is a beep <br /> <br />My eyes bleed <br />As I remember his deed <br />His past mistakes <br />The loyalty he fakes <br /> <br />Being out of his sight <br />Doesn't give him the right <br />To hurt and break apart <br />My loving faithful heart <br /> <br />He calls the other day <br />Forgot about yesterday <br />Tells me he really missed me <br />And how much he needed me <br /> <br />Her voice rings in my ears <br />Once again I break in tears <br />I tell him about the day before <br />And that I can't take it anymore <br /> <br />He blames it on the booze <br />Says he doesn't wanna lose <br />The only pure soul <br />That makes him feel whole <br /> <br />I don't want to leave <br />'Cause deep inside I believe <br />That his heart belongs to me <br />And that we're meant to be <br /> <br />I truly wish I could stay <br />But I have to walk away <br />It's easier to step on my heart <br />Than watch him tear it apart<br /><br />Sou Meads<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/don-t-blame-me-if-i-walk-away/
