My life is so screwed up <br />bet you wonder why <br />addiction beats me down <br />I'm useless to even try <br /> <br />I forever chase the dragon <br />until he chases me <br />I light the crack pipe <br />and hope no one sees <br /> <br />I have prayed to God <br />I jumped up to the sky <br />I thought I could change <br />but I'm useless to even try <br /> <br />Time and again I lose it <br />beating my head against the wall <br />I can't fight the addiction <br />I've forgotten how to stand tall <br /> <br />Useless to even try <br />can't fight my way out <br />had hoped for something different <br />but returned to my doubts <br /> <br />I've just about given up <br />and everyday I fail <br />what's the point of living <br />when I'm going back to jail<br /><br />Linda Racaniello<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-m-useless-to-even-try/
