I love you so much, but you can't see that. <br />I've cried too many tears over you <br />and my heart is too cracked <br />to play anymore games. <br /> <br />I look at you and <br />my heart fills with joy <br />and my heart fills with hope, <br />but all that shatters when you talk about her. <br /> <br />You say I'm just a friend <br />but even then you don't act like it. <br />You say I'm your best friend <br />but even that seems fake. <br /> <br />My dear I'll always love you, <br />but I can't take these games. <br />My heart can't take it and <br />I have no more tears to cry. <br /> <br />I still love you <br />and that will never change, <br />But I can't live everyday <br />hoping you'll come back. <br /> <br />So I'm letting God guide me, <br />He knows whats best. <br />I love you, but I have to let this go <br />and if you come back, then I will know. <br /> <br />But until then God is in control. <br />And my friends are by my side. <br />I love you but I can't hold <br />all this heartbreak inside.<br /><br />Jessica Elizondo<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/letting-god-guide-me/
