Here I am still broken into pieces <br />Still covering up those lies in the mirror <br />And I still hate what I see <br />I don't think I will ever be satisfied with myself <br /> <br />All the pain is still inside of me and it just won't go away <br />Here I am still wearing a broken smile everyday <br />I keep it all inside all the pain and lies in myself <br /> <br />I'm staying strong on my own <br />Although sometimes I wanna break down <br />But I'm doing just fine <br />I'm keeping all the scars away <br /> <br />But the scars that I have they still remind of the past <br />How the past is still real inside of me <br />And the past won't ever go away <br /> <br />Here I am still lonely as can be <br />Not even close to being loved <br />Not even close to what I want to be <br />And I'm still broken inside and out <br /> <br />No one even knows it at all <br />Here I am still telling people that I'm okay <br />That I'm just fine even though I'm really not but I'm still trying to get by <br /> <br /> <br />Sept 2,2008<br /><br />ESPN CHICK<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/here-i-am-still/
