I told him not to go that he would only fall <br />the tears poured from his eyes as he begged me not to call <br />I wanted to embrace him and be the one to catch him if he fell <br />but he was the only one who could ever tell <br />My arms have wrapped around him and i stair into his eyes <br />He pushes me away and he's breaking of the ties <br />My eyes pled with mercy as he stabs away my heart <br />my hands become tainted with the pain that's tearing me apart <br />I'm pulling my self closer and then my hands are clasped <br />Upon his shacking ankles when he see I'm trying not to gasp <br />the blood is pouring from me as i reach for him and cry <br />he pushes me towards the ground and feeds me all his lies <br />How could you do this? why didn't i see clearly <br />was i lost with in my self did you just give me misery <br />So now I'm choking on my blood and yet you still will mock <br />I guess its funny how you know I'm shacking from the shock <br />so walk away with out me, come on spit upon my grave <br />cause all i ever wanted was for you to come and save <br />My visions growing darker and i cannot hear a sound <br />the silence will take over me and then the dark will bound <br />Into my soul and take me away into the darkest night <br />You laugh as if this is nothing to you and you show no signs of fright <br />did you ever really love me or was i just to blind <br />cause all you ever seemed to give me and pain and betrayal combined <br />so with my last dyeing breath I'll tell you that i hate you <br />I'll fall from you like i warned you and theirs nothing you can do <br />I'm gone so whip away your tears once you see what you've done <br />but the finny thing is now you see how much you loved me a little too late<br /><br />Kellyn, A Grau<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/you-never-know-how-much-you-love-something-until-its-gone/
