pain is strange <br /> its not a game <br /> walking around with no one to blame <br /> and yet, it all just stays the same <br /> moments turn into hours, <br /> and hours to days <br /> and yet nothing strays <br /> the pain stays and stays <br /> this load on my shoulders get heavy <br /> and harder to hold <br /> my back aches from the strain <br /> should i just give up <br /> or try to live up <br /> to what everyone sees <br /> i hurt you yesterday <br /> im so sorry, in everyway <br /> i just didnt see it coming <br /> but i had to hold strong <br /> i was right, and you were wrong <br /> together you say, is where we belong <br /> the tears on your face just cut right to the bone <br /> i couldnt walk away <br /> i couldnt leave you all alone <br /> life flashing before our eyes <br /> with death so close <br /> it made me realize <br /> that our life is too short <br /> to be causing each other greif <br /> so i held you close <br /> and i could feel your relief <br /> and yet still the tears streamed down your face <br /> telling yourself, what a disgrace <br /> you knew you had hurt me <br /> and so guilty you felt <br /> your heart held close in my hand <br /> and i could feel it just melt <br /> your not the most handsome <br /> or average of friends <br /> but the fact that you care for me <br /> makes the amends <br /> so im sorry i dont love you <br /> as much as you need <br /> i know that it hurts you <br /> that your spirit just bleeds <br /> but for now just hold me <br /> it doesnt matter that much <br /> and i will comfort your sorrow <br /> with smooth gentle touch<br /><br />Lola Romero<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-m-sorry-to-hurt-you/
