Sorrow has spread quickly through out my heart <br />Nothing is left but the pain as feelings depart <br />Wild fires of rage burn through the walls of my soul <br />Flames of despair and anger are out of control <br />Like a virus you wiped out my will to live <br />Terror fills my mind as the hate arrives <br />Many nights we made love under the stars <br />Your vow of forever left deep ugly scars <br /> I was just a pawn and you played it through <br />You acted your part well and I never knew <br />So let me leave you with this simple thought <br />In memories, you will find me as my soul departs <br />The gun to my temple a bullet to the brain <br />You pushed me to this I’m no longer sane <br />This gift of my death I leave just for you <br />So live your life knowing you made me the fool<br /><br />T.James Becker<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/in-memories-you-ll-find-me/