You are the reason I became dependant on all of these things <br />The weed, pills, alcohol, and cutting <br />You tried to control my life <br />You didn’t like me for who I was or what I did <br />You wanted me to live my life how you had it planned <br />How come it was so hard for you to accept me for me <br />Everything about me you tried to change <br />There was only one person who really accepted me <br />He knew exactly what I was going through <br />Why could I never make you happy <br />I tried everything in my power but it didn’t seem to work <br />And in the end everything I did was because you caused me so much pain <br />In the end it was the only pain I could control <br /> <br />~*Tosha*~<br /><br />Darkness Falls<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-only-pain-i-can-control/
