I cry myself to sleep because it's the only thing I can do right, <br />I avoid you because I would rather be alone, <br /> <br />I dress in black so I can be invisible at night, <br />I stay out late to avoid the fights that go on at home, <br /> <br />I remain misunderstood because no one wants to understand me, <br />I play my music loud so no one can hear me cry, <br /> <br />I rebel because no one will let things be, <br />I make a scene so you will notice if I die, <br /> <br />I cut my wrists so I know I'm not numb, <br />I sleep in late because I'm afraid of the day, <br /> <br />I don't try because everyone just assumes I'm dumb, <br />I don't talk because I have nothing to say, <br /> <br />I guess I don't need to be understood, I’ll be alright, <br />I just need you to leave me alone! <br /> <br />Or I might just crumble out here in the dark <br />Engulfed in my own darkness! ! !<br /><br />Nicsbabygirl... Andisen<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-cry-myself-to-sleep-3/