You appear in my thoughts. <br />You appear in my dreams. <br />I always open my heart to you, <br />But it's not always what it seems. <br /> <br />You've hurt me and desert me <br />When all I've wanted is your love. <br />Yet you kept reappearing in me, <br />Like someone's directions us from up above. <br /> <br />You're in and out of my life <br />and I always wonder why. <br />There has to be a reason <br />for this reoccurring 'thing' between you and I. <br /> <br />But now the smiles fade and <br />Behind every kiss there is a grain of salt. <br /> <br />How am I to know if it's real <br />when every other time was a shoot and miss? <br />If this really scares me, <br />then why do I take a chance? <br /> <br />You claimed it's you that holds the key. <br />And I agree. <br />So please, turn it gently!<br /><br />Jaymie Lanera<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/which-way-are-we-going/