I hate her. <br />That's what i say, <br />I loved him. <br />That's what I feel. <br />I know he wouldn't like how things turned out, <br />I know he would be ashamed to call me his daughter, <br />And I know know matter what I should treat her like she gave me life, <br />But I can't. <br />I can't make him proud. <br />And I can't make her be how she use to be. <br />Maybe he would understand I tell myself, <br />Maybe he would be on my side, <br />All I know for sure is he would be disapointed. <br />As for her I think of killing her, <br />I think of her blood spilling as she takes her last breath, <br />As I stand over her with a smile on my face. <br />TOO FAR! <br />That's what I think. <br />HATE. <br />That's all I feel<br /><br />Kill or Be killed<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/honor-thy-mother-and-father/
