hallucinating feelings negatively <br />im sleep depriving <br />myself in a way that <br />i cant get through it <br />cant get through these coming days <br />where life is hopeless <br />love is empty nothing friendly <br />no my friend you cant turn me back <br />im heading dark and spinning <br />intertwining falling blindly <br />close my eyes not seeing <br />counter acting black expanding <br />im not dying just rude awaking <br />of puzzeled thoughts <br />and brain complaining <br />from your explaining<br /><br />Sarah Cotnam<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/ramblings-9/
